Rain rattles against the windowpane and she is six feet deep in the bedding, moving inward and down. Outside the wind shakes the houses and the apartments and through the rain the sound of the freeway has dwindled to almost nothing.
The streets are not truly empty; there is never a time of day or night where something is not moving or just passed, and if the streets are still then a plane is passing overhead, a train is rolling in the distance, a siren is howling in the hills, a bell is ringing in the harbor.
But close enough.
Next to her someone snores quietly, two floors up and three units over someone coughs wetly. She may or not be the only one awake, but she is not alone, never alone, her sisters may never see her nor know her name, but they are bound together through walls and floors and the sound of the rain. The alchemy of the gut, the sour taste of the meat.
Tomorrow has a gravity like the edge of a cliff, drags at her bones like the tide. In the dark hours she staves off sleep, eyes clear and unblinking, legs and arms unresting, heart stuttering in her chest. Bones ache, teeth grind; time cannot be stopped but she tries. She cannot live past sunrise, and every minute clawed out of the night is a minute free of the dread beast of the future.